| sleep is hard to come by |
[Apr. 3rd, 2008|12:45 am] |
its this feeling in my gut that WONT go away. your gut is usually right.
OWWW! some answers, or a tad of attention, affection... or a honest conversation would be great. |
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[Mar. 23rd, 2008|11:24 pm] |
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| | giggidy giggidy! | ] |
up :-) |
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[Mar. 16th, 2008|08:50 pm] |
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up down up down up down down. |
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| work is boring tonight. |
[Dec. 18th, 2007|11:11 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | CLINTON | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  bored | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | early november in mid december | ] |
I never liked to go fishing, so I don't do it too often. I can always catch one by the lips for a second, and just when I think I've got it, it swims off. I think there must be something wrong with my reel, and i certainly dont go during the best times.. Or maybe I just pull it in too hard (that's what she said). There's ocasions when i do catch one but it's never anything good enough to keep, so i toss it back in the mix. But hey, there's plenty of fish in the sea...right? I know I've got a good hook, something big is bound to bite. I just hope it's tasty. |
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[Dec. 11th, 2007|10:18 pm] |
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| | cold | ] |
meet me in montauk. |
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[Nov. 26th, 2007|03:18 pm] |
a box of memories were handed to me
a quick flip through
i read a card or two.
or three or four.
i have so many more
but who would think that the nicest words
that i've ever heard
would make me feel so bad. |
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[Nov. 26th, 2007|12:56 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | empty | ] |
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| | armor for sleep-lullaby | ] |
Didn’t they teach you?
Everything’s okay if you settle enough?
Forget your dreams
Let’s pretend I’m everything you want me to be
Complicated breathing
You never had the guts just to throw me away
Life moves slow
When everything’s a worse version of what you need
And I’m just the ground
That you happened to fall on
You lost your balance walking around in the rain
And you got to your feet
Scratched your head and started to gather
The life that you dropped all around me
I can’t fight for a graveyard anymore
Some people have their money
To keep their legs pumping away at the ground
What moves me is fear
Got to always be alone at the end of the day
And I’m just the ground
That you happened to fall on
You lost your balance walking around in the rain
And you got to your feet
Scratched your head and started to gather
The life that you dropped all around me
I can’t fight for a graveyard
I can’t fight for a graveyard anymore |
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| smile. |
[Nov. 15th, 2007|03:53 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | lonely | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | anberlin. | ] |
as close or as far as you want.
is where i'll be. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 14th, 2007|02:41 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | work | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  excited | ] |
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| | armor for sleep | ] |
i need more of that. |
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| lost my ipod |
[Nov. 6th, 2007|10:05 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | work | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | dumb | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | i told you, i lost my ipod :( | ] |
im up against a wall.
and my head is upsidedown.
i keep typing and deleteing.
and putting my phone back down.
i need to be stronger.
and throw away these pills
i've gotten used to this.
and i dont like change,
it's more than just a thrill.
i wish i could think about something else. |
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| high. |
[Oct. 19th, 2007|04:54 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | photoalbums | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | horny | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | menus tha bare | ] |
and it's all in how you mix the two
and it starts just where the light exists
it's a feeling that you cannot miss
and it burns a hole through everyone that feels it
well you're never gonna find it
if you're looking for it
won't come your way
well you'll never find it
if you're looking for it
should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you
and you never would have thought in the end
how amazing it feels just to live again
it's a feeling that you cannot miss
it burns a hole through everyone that feels it
well you're never gonna find it
if you're looking for it
won't come your way
well you'll never find it
if you're looking for it
should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you
should've said something but I've said it enough
by the way my words were faded
rather waste some time with you
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| when i drive fast enough my problems can't seem to catch up |
[Oct. 17th, 2007|04:06 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my bedroom | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | gloomy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | deathcab | ] |
On the back of a motor bike
With your arms outstretched trying to take flight
Leaving everything behind
But even at our swiftest speed we couldn't break from the concrete
In the city where we still reside.
And I have learned that even landlocked lovers yearn for the sea like navy men
Cause now we say goodnight from our own separate sides
Like brothers on a hotel bed |
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| my bed is cacacold |
[Oct. 16th, 2007|03:55 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | coldplay | ] |
nothing in life is easy, nothing. |
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| sitting in silence. |
[May. 1st, 2007|08:28 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | hopeful | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | armor for sleep | ] |
I'm gonna make this work
I'm gonna change everything wrong with me
I'm gonna prove you wrong
when I meet you in another life
over again. . |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 9th, 2007|01:18 pm] |
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im sick of everything i want to rewind my life a couple years and do it again. oh yeah everyone needs to grow the fuck up. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 11th, 2006|11:14 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | basement | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | northstar | ] |
so i have graduated. i went to beach week, which could have been better, but i had an awesome time considering the outdoor conditions! yeah summer!
trying to curb feelings i have/had with certain people has been wierd.
i have an interview at my dad's work tomorrow morning. im really worried about it.
i purchased two cameras today so i too can have pictures of all the awesome stuff i do.
:) |
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